The Gift of Depression

1. Inner world (01/12)

Something was off. For many years I could hear very clearly my inner voice, my intuition. But now something has changed. I couldn’t hear it any more. There was so much noise, so many emotions.…
2. The Grand illusion (02/12)

This is the second song from the series. It’s about the many illusions that I used to believe in. Illusions that came off like layers of an onion once I’ve started to listen and feel…
3. Journey through the desert of addiction (03/12)

The hopelessness and loneliness that I used to feel in the face of an ever-changing world that really made little sense to me. The true fragility of life, the sadness of the realization that everything…
4. Anger (04/12)

For years and years, I’ve repressed my anger. For years and years, I’ve tried to keep the fire burning inside me in a cage. I’ve been afraid to let it out. I felt ashamed to…
5. Shame (05/12)

I’m ashamed of myself, of what I am. I’ve learned and rediscovered a lot, and yet the shame still lingers in me. The belief that something is fundamentally wrong with me, that something so dark…
6. Journey through fear. (06/12)

Fear, panic, anxiety… trying to work with them, trying to let myself feel them. Panic attacks, terror, confusion. I am feeling lost at sea in the middle of the storm, being afraid of death, but…